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I made a new livejournal. ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) star_dying_fast add me if you'd like kids.
even though i'm probably going to only add the kids i have on mine now, oh well.
RxIxPx broken_levee.
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| i always knew i'd end up dead today |
[29 Apr 2005|11:51am] |
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boys night out - just once, lets do something different |
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so.
LAST NIGHT was incredible.
i enjoyed it.
lets go from the begining.
school was allright.
afterwards
met up with derrick
we walked to his house.
he showed me that weak ass norma jean performance at hell fest.
hahaha that was a good laugh.
then we decided to finally leave.
we walked up to chelseas car
and scared the shit out of her.
we sat around at her house forever.
then we did the usual.
sals / mall / take derrick home.
i purchased boys night out's cd. good shit.
she got a static lullabys new cd. good shit, too.
derrick wanted to get the gnr tribute.
haha but he's broke.
and theres a million more things i could say
about my night out with god and hot chocolate.
but then this entry would get long
speaking of money. i need to not spend any money until after prom
being all i have left is 5 dollars that i can actually spend.
i've decided next cd i buy. fftl.
chelsea and i are the coolest kids EVER
deal with it.
we are god after all..
so things in my life are going incredibley well.
i have an amazing girlfriend.
prom should be wonderful, i hope.
my friends fucking own. the end.
i enjoy life immensely.
minus one person but shes going to die anyway.
switchblade murder. chelsea, ashley and i...
sounds beautiful.
so even though i still suck at resident evil 4..
(those giant, blind guys always slice my head off..
...with their crazy blades..)
i havent been so happy in a long time.
and AMBER matts lover, i dont hate you. at all.
i think this entries done.
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get
<333333 ~8~8~8~8~
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| I need you so much closer. |
[21 Apr 2005|12:28am] |
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death cab for cutie - transatlanticism |
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okay so. tonight was amazing to say the least. well the latter part. the begining was quite depressing.
Lorraine, Ashley and I, all went to the funeral home. If you dont know why, you probably wouldnt want to. We went to comfort her. Its a very rough time, and often I feel guilty and is if I dont do everything I can to make things alright. And thats all I want to do.
Then, we went to Zacks house. I really enjoy Zacks room. We watched Zack hack away at bushes for awhile then eventually worked our way inside. Then we went to McDonalds, for food. It was pretty bad but lovely for the people I was with made it that way. Ashley's Dr. Pepper was just syrup. It was kinda gross. But oh well. That kid is amazing. I'm glad she's in my life, she makes me feel alive. Not the fake alive I thought I've felt before. I've gone through a lot this year. And seeing her smile takes all that away. She truly makes me feel amazing on the inside. Oh you kids just dont understand. Tomorrow her Lorraine, and I are going to the beach. It should be completely lovely.
My life is becoming amazing. Thank you.
Friday I get to hang out with Chelsea. Oh god I miss that kid. I miss that whole crew. I never see any of them anymore except Derrick but I miss him anyway.
Goodnight kids. <3333
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| this doesnt even make sense. |
[17 Apr 2005|01:03pm] |
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senses fail - let it unfold you |
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Your Inner European is Spanish! |
Energetic and lively.
You bring the party with you! |
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[11 Apr 2005|11:16pm] |
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atreyu- someones standing on my chest. |
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so. i'm on chap. 4 of resident evil, theres a total of 6. so the lj should be functional again soon, even though i think the last chapters going to be long as fuck, because i'm still on the first disc.
i'll return livejournal, just wait it out.
<3
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| the entry about resident evil 4 |
[09 Apr 2005|07:45pm] |
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exhumed - death mask. i dont even like exhumed. |
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this thing probably wont be updated for a while, being that what little time i have when i'm not working, at school, sleeping, or hanging out with all those cool kids, like ashley, ryan, lorraine, travis, you know.. all those kids i hang out with.... will all go to playing resident evil 4.
since that games really good.
if you got confused by that it means; no more roys lj till resident evil 4 is beaten.
but youre still free to chill with me whenever. friends are greater than resident evil 4. (wesley said almost, but i think they are, drama)
p.s. exhumed are really bad trash gore metal.
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| lets just say i'm bored.. |
[05 Apr 2005|09:25pm] |
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something corporate - konstantine |
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1) Post the names of 20 of your favorite musicians.
2) See who can guess which is your favorite song by each.
3) Once someone guesses right, bold that row and include the song.
Okay I made it 20..
1. Senses Fail - Let it Unfold You (chelsea got it)
2. The Ataris - San Dimas (chelsea got it)
3. Thursday - How Long is the Night? (chelsea got it)
4. Catch 22
5. Every Time I Die - Off Broadway (chelsea.. again)
6. Incubus - Stellar
7. Bright Eyes - From A Balance Beam, AND Waste of Paint was a close second. (you guessed it.. chelsea..)
8. Atreyu - Lip Gloss & Black (derrick got it)
9. AFI - Morning Star (chelsea got this one too..)
10. The Doors
11. The Early November
12. Something Corporate - Hurricane (derrick and chelsea got it)
13. Rancid - Old Friend (chelsea..)
14. Led Zeppelin
15. Sublime - Badfish
16. Coheed and Cambria - Everything Evil (chelsea DUH)
17. Blink 182 - Carousel (chelsea)
18. Vendetta Red
19. Red Hot Chili Peppers
20. The Postal Service - We Will Become Silhouettes (Jessica<3)
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[03 Apr 2005|10:29pm] |
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senses fail - let it unfold you |
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so spring break is done.
i had a good one.
every day except thursday.
today ryan, mary, lorraine and ashley came to see me at work ♥
i think it probably made my night.
tomorrow im giving up hanging out with ryan, mary, and joey so i can chill with ashley on the last day we both have off before she leaves this weekend. and despite how much i love joey. i think it'll be worth it. she's a very lovely kid. i really enjoy spending time with her ♥
i really hope i dont end up hurting anyone anytime soon. im sure basically no one knows what i'm talking about except probably angel, and mary (if she even knows this exists..) but yeah. i dont want to hurt any feelings. i just dont see things working.
...but its not ashley. so there.
this entry sucks. my livejournal sucks.
♥
p.s. senses fail are amazing.
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| just give me your opinion. |
[02 Apr 2005|01:05pm] |
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from first to last - populace in 2 |
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A or 1?
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[31 Mar 2005|08:43pm] |
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etid - broadway |
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latenite vacancy (8:39:42 PM): damn chelseas lj entry was really right.
latenite vacancy (8:39:59 PM): you and i, and matt, and fuckin everyone is now against what they used to beleive in.
SHINzero178 (8:40:08 PM): yea
SHINzero178 (8:40:33 PM): i thought about it and i dont really see it as a bad thing anymore
SHINzero178 (8:41:04 PM): i mean there was a time when moshing was looked down upon
back when headbangin was "in"
latenite vacancy (8:41:18 PM): yea
SHINzero178 (8:41:28 PM): its almost like its evolving
latenite vacancy (8:41:35 PM): yea pretty much
SHINzero178 (8:41:58 PM): and after dancing
people are pretty much gonna start bringing fuckin melee weapons
latenite vacancy (8:42:08 PM): lol probably
latenite vacancy (8:42:21 PM): then metal and hardcore shows are going to be banned in most states.
SHINzero178 (8:42:26 PM): lmao
latenite vacancy (8:42:27 PM): but not like texas
SHINzero178 (8:42:27 PM): yea
SHINzero178 (8:42:45 PM): yea
that shit would be encouraged there
latenite vacancy (8:42:48 PM): yea
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[30 Mar 2005|09:58pm] |
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senses fail - angela baker and my obsession with fire |
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so. today i met the coolest kid in the world who i've been lovely friends with for about a month with but only on myspace and today we finally met and it was neat. but unlike other myspace friendships, we became myspace friends because we have all the same friends. so in your face, trendy myspace kids who meet other myspace kids RANDOMLY
i really like fire.
the only good part of work was when i threatened a guy and said i'd punch him in the face. haha.
i'm violent.. i should be thrown in a flaming ocean...
yeah. just fuck you and your expectations.
im sorry, i'm nothing special.
fuck work.
they underpay me for my slave labor.
im done.
farewell.
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[29 Mar 2005|03:19pm] |
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the doors - touch me |
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Allright.
Yesterday I hung out with Meg, and Sam. We went to the mall, a lot. And spent all of Megs paycheck. It was a lovely day.
Heres my schedule kids
Today - off, but I think i have plans
Wednesday - work 4-9
Thursday - off, and I'm free
Friday - off, but have plans with Chelsea/God, duh.
Satah'day - Work probably
Sunday - work probably too.
Okay. So today I woke up at about 12ish. Lorraine came over. We went to the beach, to look at a decapitated whale, since Lorraines into marine animals like that. It wasnt that great, it was just its head. I'll put pictures from this day on this thing at a later date, when Lorraine loads them and sends them to me.
I get paid tomorrow. Score.
Who wants my body on Thursday?
Latah' kids.
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| goodbye to you.. |
[27 Mar 2005|10:26pm] |
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the used - bulimic |
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spring break.
looking forward to it.
porn is currently my amusment.
my love is your poison.
i should probably write more.
life is decent.
I want to see a girl tomorrow.
I dont know if I will.
My hair will be black soon.
farewell, minions.
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[24 Mar 2005|02:50pm] |
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coheed and cambria - the crowing |
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nine favorite cd's at the moment (no particular order)
9. coheed - in keeping secrets of the silent earth 3
8. thrice - the artist in the ambulance
7. bright eyes - lifted
6. afi - black sails in the sunset
5. thursday - 5 stories falling (<3 thanks god)
4. thursday - full collapse
3. catch 22 - keasbey nights
2. fall out boy - take this to your grave
1. the doors - soft parade
eight musicians/bands that should stop making music
8. NOFX
7. the rolling stones
6. MSI
5. rush
4. pennywise
3. metallica
2. every time i die.. if the album after the new one doesnt improve..
1. bad religion.. yeah i love them.. but everyones gotta throw in the towel eventually.
seven artists/musicians that should come back
7. blink 182
6. box car racer
5. sublime (too bad brad died..)
4. op ivy
3. goldfinger when they were a ska band.
2. black sabbath
1. led zeppelin
six bands/musicians you remember hearing when you were growing up
6. the offspring
5. weezer<3
4. blink 182
3. the lemonheads
2. metallica
1. pearl jam
five bands/Musicians that write the best lyrics
5. thursday
4. etid do have some sick lyrics.
3. senses fail
2. bright eyes
1. vendetta red
four shows you're looking forward to seeing (or wanna see)
4. thursday
3. bright eyes
2. reggie and the full effect
1. rancid, a full show.. not just warped tour..
two cd's you wanna buy
2. from first to last - dear diary.. (sams supposed to burn me that)
1. senses fail - let it unfold you (sams supposed to burn me that one too)
one band that everyone should check out
1. letter kills are pretty good. everyone knows about them but no one actually likes them..
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| as we kiss hard on the lips and swear this year will be better than the last.. |
[23 Mar 2005|09:57pm] |
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senses fail - ground folds, the acoustic version. |
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ten seconds left until midnight
nine chances to drown ourselves in black hair dye
eight faces turned away from the shock
seven windows and
six of them were locked.
five stories falling..
four ever and ever
three cheers to the mirror
now there are two of us.
can we have one last dance?
allright. so the past few days have been okay. i sleep way too much. geoff ricklys amazing. everyone, no matter theyre scene should listen to thursday. amazing lyrics are amazing lyrics no matter your background.
thats all i really wanted to say. life has the potential to be good now.
spring break next week kids. i cant fucking wait. im hanging out with that girl i always talk about a lot. that should be fantastic.
thursday next week im hanging out with ashley. and we're drowning my hair in black hair dye. oh god i'll be scene.. only not..
<33333
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| fuck this game. |
[20 Mar 2005|10:21pm] |
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so i was right; work did suck today.
okay. i have off all week. all fucking week. anyone want to chill? next time i work is saturday.
tomorrow should be good.
taco bell day!
but tonight i feel sad.
working on that crazy new layout..
i love dane cook..
and me and angel apparently just broke up..
...??? when did we ever date each other..
i'm fucking prone to drama.
i miss a girl who i shouldnt miss cause technically she's not mine. and i'll see her tomorrow..
okay now coheed..
i miss listening to this cd.
i feel so fucking sad. i dont know why. fuck this feeling.
to a girl. an older flame whos well burnt out.
Boardwalks and breaking waves
Made our Saturdays
I'd buy you lemonade right now
if you were here
Then I'd throw it in your face
And I'd listen to you cry
I'd remember how I miss
our nights under ocean skies
You and I are like when fire
and the ocean floor collide.
to my newest interest. you know who you are, we both love dane cook and taco bell♥
don't you understand that what I say is true?
I just want you to know I have a major crush on you.
I'd drive you to Las Vegas and do the things you wanna do
I'd even have Wayne Newton dedicate a song to you.
I only wish that this could be
Just dump your boyfriend and go out with me
I swear I'd treat you like a queen.
i think im done. so long.
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[20 Mar 2005|02:22pm] |
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i'm bored.. and i think im going to alter my lj layout..
its too black.
sam (landstown sam) is being a bitch..
she can probably die..
she doesnt read this so i could say anything towards her..
work is going to suck today probably.
i dont feel like going.
at least i wont get sent home today.
i'm done.
the end.
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[14 Mar 2005|04:55pm] |
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thursday - how long is the night |
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todays just not my fucking day.
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| why have i been fighting this same battle for a year and a half now? |
[14 Mar 2005|12:24pm] |
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allright. i'm horribly sick. i think im dying. does this phase you? probly not.
my lifes been allright for the past week or so. minus someone who apparently wants to and needs to die.
best friends means if we go down we go down together.
i've fucking fought the good fight on this shit for almost 2 fucking years.
i'm tired over all this hurt over someone who only needs me when i dont need them.
FUCK THAT.
this probably will kill my friendship with a lot of people. but you know what. i dont care. if youre only my friend because im "best friends" with an egotistical person who does things to her self for attention, lies to her best friends, then doesnt talk to me for the rest of time. then i guess we're just not really friends.
fuck life.
FUCK BEES.
and being sick.
god i lose. and i'll probly never see my girlfriend again, fuck she'll probaly break up with me because of this. god life is so trivial.
IF I'M JUST BAD NEWS THEN YOURE A LIAR
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[12 Mar 2005|10:58am] |
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letter kills - whatever it takes. |
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so the past few days have been good..
i've beein chillin with ryan, mary, mike, steph, raine and travis a lot. its been awesome. i love those kids to death..
last night we saw the movie robots, it was alright..
today i have work 3-9 and i left my uniform in marys car and she has yet to come here and give it back to me..
that sounds like drama..
allright im done.
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